sweet beguiling fantasies;

Friday, March 02, 2007

"I shall befriend the dark side of me..."

A bloody B and not an atrocious A.

How can this happen? What in the world

brought about this calamity?

Maybe the planets are not quite aligned this year.

Or its just destiny...

Perhaps it was already preordained by my ancestors-

whoever enters the mortal world

at the struck of 12 in the devil's hour

on the 28th of the 10th month of the

year 1989 will have to suffer

the worst ordeal ever to be

written in the history of mankind.

My torment can just go happily eat

away my already gnawed insides.

Sometimes you just know that you've

gone that extra extra mile with great

perserverance, strength and energy to fetch

that goal of yours and all you get in return is a

bone thrown at you. a B? a B? How's that for a

final chance? It feels like im slapped hard in the face.

Thats how it feels if you ask me. Especially when you've

been gettin an A all the time and suddenly a B

props up from nowhere. nowhere i tell u. NOWHERE!!!

O what foul treachery! i've been deceiving myself all along...

Lets just hope my stars are quite aligned for the days to come.

a clandestine affair;
9:36 PM